Here Without You

a hundred days have made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and I don't think I can look at this the same
but all the miles are separate
disappeared in the mirror of your face

I'm here without you, baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
but you still leave me in my dreams
and tonight
it's only you and me

the miles just keep rolling
as the people leave their way to say hello
I've this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
oh yeah

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl
it's only you and me

everything I know
everywhere I go (alone)
it gets hard but it won't take away my love

when the last one falls
and when it's all set and I'm
it gets harder but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
but you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you
but you're still with me in my dreams
and tonight girl
it's only you and me

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yepp...my latest obsession...it's a nyce song, dammit...along with Hoobastank's Running Away and Same Direction, and let's not forget u2's Vertigo, dashboard confessional's Vindicated, and Simple Plan's Welcome To My Life...and Taufik. Alahh but Taufik a bit the extra de kalau nak tarok lagu2 rock nik...btw it's just dawned on me that I'm not close with Chinese people so why the heck shd I write what I want in eng dammit! It's easier in Malay...and if I sound pissed, that's cos I AM pissed at some m_________ people dammit. Shit f__ them ah wahlau I don't give a frickin f___. M________. You know what I just give up. I f____ give up. Argh...

Okay putting that aside. I gotta chill. Hooh. Wokay. Nice and easy. There's a new hot teacher in school I think...he just looks like it from far. I don't think that makes sense. To change the topic,I came back from 3rd lang just now with a secone from 105, Sofia who is "space"'s mortal. And her friend. Also from 105. There are like 7 or 8 people in 105 ah. Cool right. Tapik ader yang tak tau mana class tray. Near the GENERAL OFFICE people. And when you reach school from the foyer, you can just go past the mini-amphitheater (also the rockwall) and follow the track to J block. Simple enough? Betcha yes. Good.

Apparently my little Aida is the cute joker. Cos she laughs the hardest everytime there's something funny and she makes the whole class laugh and then she can't stop laughing and makes the whole class laugh again. I find the circle of events cute. Tho I miss Aida lots ah. I haven't seen her since the first day school...she like my little sister ah she. Blur blur liddat then looks frantically for me when I'm gone. Hahah so cute dammit. I think she lives in Bukit Batok. She's my father's colleague's daughter. And she's not the tall one just cos I greeted the tall one in the canteen so enthusiatically and just cos my nick on msn was I love Aida Bte Abdul Rahim. The Tall One [if you'd kindly notice the capitalization] is Muneerah Bte Abdul Razak. Who is my father's RI friend. And I'm not being bitchy by capitalizing RI. Just that weird lah to type in small case. Don't beeleef that's your f____ problem.

I can't believe how meticulous and sensible the new secones are...it seems like they're more mature then us dammit...wth I'm using tons of dammits dammit. And f____ it I'm crapping dammit.

Okay I shall abstain from any more internet usage for social pursuits for tonight cos I'll just...flop...NGUAPS...onto...NGUAPS..my bed...ahhhhhhh. Nyam nyam. SNOREEEEE.

I wonder if Taufik snores.

I've been sleeping at 2 am every day for the past week doing my hmk and HOW COME I STILL DON'T HAVE A CLEAN SLATE????????? IT'S NOT M_______ FAIR DAMMIT!!! AHHHHH!!!!