yayyy I changed my mind. (:

my new blog is http://-takeitorleaveit-.blogspot.com (((: Oh and I have a tagboard there. Heh. Yes finally. Pfft. Cya.

Yay.

I got a new blog. But go ask me for it firz. Coz some people who read this arent sposed to read the things I write in my new blog. Actually its old but new at the same time coz I abandoned it when it was still so new. Ergh. Yup. And I have a tagboard there. Heh unlike here. Hahaz. THe last person who tagged was my lil baby bro I think. Hahaz yes. As his stupid blogspot user name dinostone. Dino I can understand but stone??? Why all of a sudden STONE? Hes not interested in stones AT ALL. Sheesh. Heyz Im talking like Im interested sia. What the hell. Yeesh.

Anyways. Hahaz. Im so slacking in school right now. Hahaz. Leaving at 3 for stupid tuition. Hahaz. Grrr.

DEEN. DEAN. MAD. hahaz.

shitshitshit. just realized something. ok nemind. grr.

I dont feel like blogging anymore theres nothing to blog about. So byee.

sorry

Hihi...

just finished music class...sighh...learnt a lesson...]: sorry guys. I know I havent been in the best of moods lately...guess you kno the why(s) and I dont really want to talk about it...(",)...been kinda distant and stuff...okay...not KINDA. More like very. :S Sorry...truly am...

actually people have been telling me about the "lesson" thing for a very very very very long time ready...like my mum...I kno sometimes she lets her moods gets the better of her but she's only human. Like the rest of us. Only I took it too far...I wanted to disappear and I didnt care what everyone else said, did, or thought about me. I wished too much...and in the end what I already had disappeared...and I was only happy about one of them...and I lost my head in my emotions...so to everyone I offended because of my selfishness...sorry...

a quote from da *205* rhd skit...err...piku? :S donno how to spell...said it...
"you dont need something good to happen to your life to like it. you just have to look on the bright side of life!" x) go 2/5. <3 yayy.

and once agen sorry to everyone who's pissed at me...heh...truce? And I mean EVERYONE. :)

I think Ill miss 2/5 when all of us go different ways next year. Hahaz....loveyouguys...

okay...got some fixin to do...byeee...

damn you. fucking idiot. cant you fucking think? fucker.

hihi.

agh. I cant believe this. Last day of the june hols and I have to stay at home to do my stupid project. Agh.

Why must we have holiday homework? Holidays are when you're supposed to have some blasted fun. Not where you do homework. And sometimes you might even need to go back to school to do it. Might as well not have school holidays like that right? Crap sia. Shit this. You might say I'm lazy to do my project. But who isn't? Sighh.

I was chatting with Kat on msn the other time. She's a pen pal from Finland. I don't know how nd from where I have this sudden fetish for pen pals all over the world. Haha. It just came on to me or something I guess. Anyways. Yea she's from Finland. They have 2 months summerholiday there, 3 weeks christmas holiday, 1 week spring 1 week autumn. Like what the hell! And I asked my dad who says their education standards are higher. Sheesh. And they still get to have more fun than us who work our butts off here. Agh. Shit sia. >.< =x To mar: din is a keanu reeves clone! Haha. I dont what the hell is up with me and clones these days. I called kak liyana a clone in her testy. Don't know who I'm gonna call a clone next. Yayyyyy we saw his pic ydae! Haha. But he lyk tak suka amik gambar gitu. I hope he isnt reading this. Heh. But he can't coz he doesn't know my blog. Haha. Yups. Anyways.

I cant find any suitable videos to replace feel good inc... the ones I like don't have codes or something...and the other ones...they're not really that nice...so anyways. I gtg do my project now. Haha what a bloody joke. Okay bye.

hihihihihihi!!!!!!

I'm back from BANGKOK!!!! Actually that was Monday. Ive just been basically pigging out from then. Haha.

Spent so much time dere going to all the temples and stuff...not that it was really that fun anyways...it gave me a tan! haha. So now the part of my wrist where I put my watch on is white and the rest of my arm is like brown. Like a snake or somethin. Coz snakes got two sides to their scales. Haha I always get tans like that when it's the june hols. Hehe. But now not so much. As compared to last time in p5 p6. Came back from june hols burnt to a CRISP. Haha. Me and my bro. Liddat ah. My kakak sedara wore tudung all the time so now her face got two shades. Haha. So fun! Hehe.

I shan't comment about good-looking guys there now. Haha. Can't remember much of dem.

Anyways, so I came back and decided to have pen pals! As in, just friends from around the world to talk to online or something. Yupyup. So I put an ad for me on this pen pal website. I said I was a goofball and that goofballs can be WEIRD. 15 minutes later some guy adds me on msn. I'm like who the heck are u? Turns out to be from kent in the uk. I was like whoa so fast! But he was WEIRD. Weirder than goofball weird. Disgustingly weird. Dirty weird. If you get my drift. So I blocked him. Heh.

I went to their theme park and took a ride on the roller coasters. The most exciting one being hanging coaster. It hangs from the railing instead of sitting on it. Haha it was so fun! I dera-ed my kakak sedara into riding it. Haha. :) My lil bro cried when we reached the haunted house. Haha. And he didnt even go in. Haha. What a lil wuss! Sheesh sia. Anyways he finally found something exciting he could ride on. So he jumped inside. And it turned out to be a roller coaster. Haha. He was hugging my dad all the way sia. I heard him moaning behind me. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha nice to see what a wuss he is. x) And guess what. He peed in his pants with the zip open. Of course it soaked through his underwear but it left quite a...well...go figure. x) Hahahahahaahahahaahahahaha pengecut siak! Haha. Wuss. Haha.

YAY I added Feel Good Inc.! 8D They did the ipod ad thing. Haha. I love it its so cool! Yayyyyyy. Im changing it next week. See first ah to what. I watched mtv in bangkok and I LOVE some of the songs.

The cry of the deprived zombies. That would be the title of the book if someone wrote a story about my life. Sigh. Owell. At least...errr....I can't a find a bright side to starting school again. I think half the school's gonna be down with a case of the serious monday blues. Sighh.

Owch my head hurts from watching the comp screen and thinking too much. Aghh. Oh not from blogging that I think too much. This is just the usual amount of crap I write. Yupyup. Hahas. Im doing malay now. Not even half through and Im so tired liao. I truly am a zombie. But I cant be tired! Not on a saturday! When there's so much to do other than sit in front of this stupid computer screen. And listen to Feel Good Inc. x) That's good. The last part anyway. But it still makes me tired. Agh. Okay I shall play ps2 meantime. Been online since morning sia. Agh. Okay Im off. Byeeeee. And may I PLEASE be right about the monday blues thing... x(

What the heck?! I can type out this entry but the mouse doesnt work when I run over it! :( Talk about weirdness man.

Ooh I saw natalia at orchard. Haha. So farnie. Know I walked right past her calling out her name and she still didnt hear me. So I grabbed her wrist. Then she must have thought I was some pervertic idiot or something cos she turned and glared. Haha. Then she realized it was me and she waved. Haha. There was a bunch of mats too nearby and they were like raising their eyebrows. Haha. Yea. Anyways. I wonder if its against their school rules or anything to sport hairstyles like that to school. Hmmm. Yea. Anyways.

YAY Ive gotten over s now I like someone else! Yay. Ermmmm. Yeaaa. I saw him going inside some condo at cck. Yah. Only I was in the bus. So I couldnt say hi to him or anything. Not that I actually HAVE said hi to hi before its just youre supposed to do things like that when you bump into someone you know in public. :) To me at least. Heh. Good thing hes like always playing football so I can pretend to wait for someone when Im actually watching him playing at the field. Hes cute! Haha as in...erm...hoeden cute????? Only....arghhhh what the heck lets just say Im talking about the cute as in the type of cute people like hoeden are. Or maryam and arina might chop off my head or something for comparing someone to hoeden. Heh. They might kae! :)

Phews. Just checked the rg website for the sec 2 spm. Thought I missed it or something. Lucily no. Heh. Phhhheeeewwwwwws sia. If not Im dead for sure sia. Heh.

Right now, my parents are sleeping in. They came back from kl at like 5 am yesterday. Yup. Poor lil thingies. Yuck Im starting to sound so mushy. Eaugh! Pukepukepuke. Heh.

Reading a book called America right now. IT ROCKS MY EVERLASTING SOCKS AH!!!!! Woot! Yay. Its not about America the nation. Its about this Hispanic teen called America who ran away from home and has been to so many homes and institutions that he doesnt care anymore and just wants to die. But the thing is they wont let him die and he has to go through being a teen in addition to enduring through his lfe. I cant think of anything worse than wanting to die but not being able to. Aside from actually dying but thats not so bad if the person who dies wants to. Sheesh I sound like jtoh sia. What the heck . Anyway its BYOOOTIFULLLL. Seriously. I mean its vulgar too lah but whaddya expect from a guy like that? I mean hes been through a helluva lot more than any one of us pampered lil kids here in Singapore will ever experience. Yup. Got it from the local nlb. Hehe. Gonna go again (mayyybbeee) today to return and borrow some more books. Oh and theres one other book called the black book:diary of a teenage stud. Its in volumes but I only found one. Thats okay. It still rocks cos the guy is almost like a mat. I can like almost identify with the girl. Man. Except for the sex part ah. Sheesh big duh sia.

Yea okay I have nothing else to blog about so Ill shut up and eat my breakfast now. Hehe. Since its only 9:12 am. Wonder what Im gonna do...hmm. Owell. Cya around guys. :)