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I wish you wouldnt do that to me. It gets me all...resah. I cant think straight when Im on my own you never leave me alone do you? Sighh. Wish you werent so distant and unreachable. Nothings wrong with opening up a little. I guess you do. You just dont do it right. Youve shown so many variations of your character I honestly dont know what and who to believe anymore...ends up I'm at a crossroads now. I dont know which road to take because I dont know which one's the right one. I dont even know where my destination is. Maybe its best if I stopped worrying myself sick over you. It just gets me pissed all the time.

Man I wish Id never dreamt that stupid dream. It all seemed so vivid...so real and yet impossible. Argghhhhhhhhh. What the heck. I dont think Ive got the guts to do it...not now. Maybe someday but not now.

Ishh what a fucker you are. Wish youd never existed...but then it wouldnt be fun. :)

To hell with you. Let me get back to my original intension of blogging. I shall be going off to Thailand next week. Hehe. Wit my cousin and family. Hehe Im leaving you, you suckerified S.O.B. Lets change thought for a while why dont we? Itd be fun. Seriously. Your turn to skulk and mope around while I have fun. Hah. Idiot. :p. Yea bring it up with me why doncha. See if I care. Ya lil bugger. PFTTTTTTTT. Nahhhhhh didnt mean that. Just joking. :D

Okay gtg Im going out cya soon! :) Lotsa lub. Byeeee!