nomore // life is like a dream =)

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Hehe.

Ydae went to st stephens pri for cip wit my "wunnerful" rg mates. Pfttt. Hehe. The boys were so cute! They were p3 but so semangat their school sia. That what ang moh santino boy for example. He passed in front of us and was like nononono ST STEPHENS!!! -punchesair- Haha. So cute! But then Dian asked him whats his name later then he said no. Huff. What an attitude problem sia. Owell. I guess each of us rg people found an individual st stephens kid to swoon over regardless of the fact that theyre like 5 years younger than us or something. Haha. Some were shuai...or should I say potentially shuai? Hmm. Nevermind. Dian swooned over this kid called jerald. Hes potentially shuai man. Now hes cute. Yea. Haha. Maryam and Arina and Dian too I guess and...everybody lah swooned over this lil guy called Benjamin Holden or something. Cute lah. His friends kept harassing him over the fact that he has "girlfriends" cos we were cheering for him. Yea. ("Holden wants Siti Arina's phone no!") Haha. Yea. The day ended wunnerfully too, I must say. Pfft. Me? I swooned over Santino. Until he didnt wanna give his name to dian. Nyeh.

Hehe think were gonna start missing them anytime soon? Hurhur what a farnieee question. You bet were gonna miss them! :)

Oh man I had a really weird dream about s two nites ago. Sheesh! Even if things were the way they were in my dream, Id still say no. I guess its just too weird...besides it would be too rash a decision. As much as I hate to admit it. But then it wasnt entirely the best time of my life anyhow. Owell. But...I guess it would be cool if things were like they were in my dream. Yea. Too bad MY dreams almost never come true huh? As in my sleep dreams. Maybe it was just a premonition of something thats to come along. As in it might not be the whole truth but just part of the truth. I sound crappy but...I donno. Geez give a gal a hard time willya? Sheesh! I wish I had to guts to do what want to do. I just dont. What if things go wrong? I dont wanna be heartbroken. Maybe its best to wait. But Ive been waiting since the start of last year! Only now, Im trying pick myself up agen. What if....sighh. Decisions, decisions. Whos to say the best one wont have any flaws? Sighh.

Owell gtg got music class. Cya wiseguys.

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