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Today got a lot of hwk so I shan't be here for long. Dammit my lil bro is damn irritating lah wahlau. I cannot type properly with him around lahhh. Lil skeez.

Haha I'm a late bloomer and I'm proud of it. Hey, I mean Einstein was a late bloomer and now even if you ask a decent enough ah soh on the street sporting a wayyyyy too tight white top and shocking pink miniskirt(WHAT a monstrosity) she'll say something like "duh I know him he's a damn genius ah wahlau" His brain has supposedly lots of neuroconnections. And it weighs more than a hundred woolly mammoths. Okay maybe not but you get the idea. Who knows, I might have so many neuroconnections in my brain that I can't think properly because I get muddled up with all the mathematical quadratic equations going on in my left brain and Michelangelo and Picasso's works of art in my right brain. Haha. Right. That's beyond the mental capacities of even...um...a child prodigy. I think. Ah nuts whatever.

Hey. I'm making progress in school. In terms of attitude I guess. Grades--now that I'm not too sure...Anyways. Ms Wong sometimes looks at me for answers although she doesn't point me out to the class. I actually do them. The concept of work is of course and entirely new concept to me. I only haven't passed up my maths corrections which I can't really be bothered to do since it's rewriting the correct answer 5 damn times again(which is so damn primitive as if there isn't any other way to learn) but wahlau whatever. I think that's about all my outstanding work..and then there's pe reflections, which I can't find my damn paper. But I think that's all ah. Haha my god that is cool. Seriously. Okay. I have to go now. Haven't sembahyanged Maghrib yet. And my work is piling up on my table just waiting for me to go and pop some neuroconnections.

Alhamdulillah kerana memberi saya petunjuk, ya Allah. Syukran.

Bryan from westlife rocks. (: -squealsqueal- (x

herlermak....

I just wasted about forty-five minutes going to madrasah. In the end there was no madrasah. I came with a long face, the classroom was deserted and locked. And I went to the toilet because I had a freaking stomachache. Then everybody was saying why are you here? There's no madrasah today. I'm like sheesh. -smilescoldly- Then I had to walk all the way to the lrt station and take it home. As if that wasn't enough, there was a mamak and an indonesian maid together. The mamak was pretending to point out his house and the maid looked over her shoulder and didn't notice his face was so damn freaking near to her boobs. But of course he pulled away when she turned back. That is so lameee. Not to mention evil. Sheesh. But the maid deserved it lah. Man her top was like so damn tight and then her lipstick was a cross between hot pink and flaming red. Sheesh. These people don't have anything better to do or what? Takder kerja lain. Sheesh. But lucky the maid was wearing a skirt. Not leopard pants or something. I would have died. She seriously looked like she'd stuffed her bra or something man. It was unreal the way her boobs sticked out like that. I was being alim and wearing a tudung. She gave me a stare and a disgusted look and went all honeybunny-ish with the mamak. As if anybody but her would want him. And I had to get down the lrt station and walk far far far far farrrr inside to my home. Sheesh.

That's still not it. I bumped into somebody from my pri sch. Let's just say my former object of affections. He forced me to stop for a chat and I was still in my tudung and I was all sweaty. Sheesh. Of course I wanted to go home and -landing- but noooo. He just had to talk for 15 freaking minutes. Now he knows my msn. Sheesh. Shit he's gonna bug me like hell. But I shan't block him. I'm a nice girl. I love people. (:

-gday-

Ho good lord. I have exhausted all the websites I know. They're getting quite the lame. Even miniclip and newgrounds and stuff.

Man today was a damn weird day. Unique too. But I shall have to say it was quite the wasted lah.

I reached school at 10.00 today instead of 7.25. Cos I woke up at like 8.00 and took about an hour to get ready. Well duh no of course not. Anyone who does THAT would be deemed a...non-rgs girl. Seriuosly no matter how low some people's socks are and I am not trying to be wry or sly here or no matter how many times they don't study enough for tests and end up mugging and going hungry during recess or something. All of them are quite the guai enough and emphasis on guai to come waltzing into school during recess or like the 3rd block. That would just be purely inhumanely insane.

So I woke up at 7.00. Then I got ready for my music test. The sad thing is that it's at Balmoral Plaza which is extremely near school. Why couldn't it be at Jurong East or something? I mean then I'd have to take the mrt. And reach school at 11.30 or something. Which would have been just nice for Mother Tongue. And guess what. The block before Malay is History. History test. Well I have to say. Today really was tgif. Really. It was.

Poor Balmoral Plaza. Only two or three shops were open at that hour. Naturally all the lights were off and gave the music room a dim and eerie feel. Man. It's superbly weird to see a brightly lit up room in the middle of a dark shopping centre. Oh and my examiner. Some Bulgarian person. Does anyone watch Disney's Recess? Anybody know Mrs Finster? Well that's how my examiner looked like. Bun haired she-man. Haha.

Haha and there was a guy from acs barker. Ehhh so cute! Haha. I got to see him. I didn't know acs barker guys don't wear berms. I didn't know they had a swimming pool either. But I think they graffitied the overhead bridge floors or something. Or maybe it was on purpose to mark their territory or so that people woudn't forget them. Haha. Oh man. This is getting quite lame.

Man I've been spending way too much time on the comp...and leaving too much of my work to be undone. That certainly won't work out for rj. Sheesh. Ohmygod I am so damn lucky there's actually a booster session for that adam khoo thing. I'm slipping. Arh! Fuck. I don't like this. That bloody thing cost $1200 and way too much pain from all the coaches. Sheesh. I can't just bloody forget everything and revert back to my old self. Screw this fuck.

Okay I give myself fifteen minutes more on the comp, after which I'm gonna actually strart doing something productive. Mannnn.

-wassgoindown-

This entry is gonna be full of my pathetic marks for term 3. Mmhm ya. Very fun. -somersaults-

Oohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohooh. Yesterday. Ohmygod I think I saw my infatuation. Haha. Ohmygod. Seriously he was miles away. Sheesh. I feel like some sort of stalker man. I didn't turn eagle-eyed when I was crazy over Aaron or anything. Sheesh! That sure sounds materialistic. Ah screw this I don't give a fuck. (: Man. The best part is, we were both sitting on polar opposites of each other. Sheesh! How the fuck can I recognise his damn features a mile away?

Ohhhhh nooooo. Mum's gonna take me to see this gamelan thing at NUS. Dammit I have so much more work to do. Practice piano, revise history, do my undone maths corrections...argh! Howell. Choices have consequences. I probably deserve this. Sheesh.

-jiplak-
Karangan: 15 / 20
Ujian ringkasan: 16/30
Kefahaman: 14/24
My karangan has actually improved. (:

-insoothiknownotwhyiamsosad-
Compre: 18 /40
This, I'm proud to announce, accounts for 15% of term 3 marks. How nice.

-InputProcessOutput-
Soil erosion test: 3.5 /10
Hey, at least there weren't any remarks. Except for "use foolscap paper Santriani :S" (: Man, I have to say this. And try to maintain the equillibrium. They gave us 15 min to complete the test. It's gonna be like 10% of the geog marks for term 3. (: Still. The only time I mugged was about an hour before the test. I assure you I've forgotten everything in that Hilda Taba Cause and Effect Analysis thing I crammed into my head. So has everyone else who did that. Now where does soil erosion go again? Sheesh.

Okay now to talk about that rp part. Dad said that they WANT us to struggle. Don't ask me why. I wasn't listening after that bit. I was too busy thinking why inaheck did they want to do that to us? We do have to maintain a status quo thing, don't we? DON'T WE? Grrrr. Howell. I guess we'll have to suffer at some point in life so better now than later.


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150904

Hey.

Contrary to my previous entry, I am not lovesick. Korman. I am infatuated that's what I am. Like infatuated the way you get infatuated with Cristiano Ronaldo -puke- or Beckham -puke- or Aaron Aziz. Oohoohoohoohoohoohooh I almsot forgot. T O M F E L T O N . Haha.
-looksatkaknoddy- da man. Haha.

Speaking of which, Aaron's grown a freaking moustache. Haha. He looks ridiculously father-like. What with the specs and all. Haha. But I guess it's not wrong to look father-ish at his age and when he has a baby already. Can't be young and thriving forever can you? -snickers- Hey guess what. Aaron was from Ping Yi Sec too. Haha. Okie. Scrap this. Nothing more about Aaron. Howsabout we talk about something else? -pingie- -pokepoke- -guffaws-

Hey. I can listen to music, blog, do maths corrections, do maths assignment all at the same time. Coolness. I would have blogged straightaway last time. -sigh- -dejavu-

1 2 3 go! My baby....blabla. Hee. I can't get maroon 5 out of my head. -thislovehastakenitstoll-Neither tata young. -bitchybitchybitchy- Haha.

God. I was supposed to have gone for music prac for on my music test. But I got the time wrong and came half an hour too late. Man. I was rushing like hell. Okay maybe not but still. To go all the way to Balmoral Plaza. From Bukit Panjang. Man. Helluva long way babee.

Haha someone was wearing hot pink pants from roxy. Someone not being the someone on dian's blog but just some guy. That I know. Haha. But of course dian if it makes you any happier to insult these people then by all means. Everyone else, it's how you look at it. It can either be an insult or be really amusingly gay.

Oh and angmoh guy from queenstown, you are NOT amusing. Seriously you are not. Eee. You. Are. Irritating. Grrrrr.

Hey guess what. My lovesickness has caused me to stop swooning over seniors at school. Seriously. Man. Can't believe some sec1s still do that man. Haha okay no offence cos I was in the same category few weeks back.

Guess what. The person I love so much...called me a minah. Haha go figure. Sheesh. Man he thought it was soooo funny that my supposed mat who was by the way deemed mat by him was forming a yellow puddle on the floor at that instant. Haha. Homan. Maybe being evil isn't so bad. Nahhh. I'm not cut out for that kinda stuff huh? Nope. I'm a nice girl. I love people. (:

-lovesick-

man. -cries- Hey. Anybody noticed my soberness, -pointpoint- yeah. -earsturnred-

Fucking shit. This so sucks man. I planned everything out ready for what to do at home and then there just has to be cca. Mum has GOT to be worried sick. She. Um. Nvm. Mannn. I have to revise. Really really really revise. Should stop this? It's scary.

Man. There's a reason why I say man. Go figure.

Homan. -sigh- for once I'm happy that I'm lovesick. It motivates me to do well for that person.
-starestospace- But this is seriously making me sick in the stomach. And it's getting me worried too. Never felt this way before...hey. That was that old tv thing spin's song. -guitarsounds-

Okay this stupid guy. I don't know if he's supposed to be good for me or not because I have to pull myself together to focus on my studies. 24/7. You know what that means. Man. It's not good to be hsien. Sinthemind babee.

Hey you know that motivational course I mentioned in my last entry? Yeps. -lifeswivelsaround- What's realllly cool is that I learnt lotsa things that could make stuff like my parents stop nagging. Being successful in life. Seriously that course is a pivot point in my life. Even if it's not. I'm psyched about it and I'm psyching myself for it to be a pivot point. Man. Should I mention the name? -looksatadiljiayi- I have seriously not laughed my fucking brains out since the start of the year man. That. Is. Bad. Laughing is good. Though not all the time -glaresatweijun- Lemme tell you pple something. I'm gonna go rj duh. Then I'm gonna go to Yale. In England right? Well whatever. It's a good university. Then I'll be a lawyer. Yay. The best lawyer in singapore. So, guywithspikyblondhair. Watch out. skinsyouandboilsyou- On second thought, maybe not. Nah. We're in this together pplewhowentforthecourse.

I am 13 and should not be lovesick. No wait 12 years and 9 months. Korman. That is like embarrassing. No it's not. Sagittarians are nice people. They chase after their dreams and get what they want. Which is why there's always and arrow in the Sagittarian zodiac sign. Now ain't that right there cool. Ha. -sniffyanksuppantsreallyhighlikesuspenderssmirksatmaryam- Chasechase. Hey. All oneohfivers are Sagittarians at heart. Haha. Look. The class motto is face.the.fight.live.the.dream emphasis on live.the.dream -points-

Hey man. This was such a rejuvenating entry. I feel so much more at peace now. Not that I'm dead again but you guys gotta know whatever the hell I mean. Yeahh. Sigh.

Hey course people. Remember that guy? The orgasm guy? Ha. -quotes- oh.my.god.that.feels.so.good.who's.yer.mama.who's.yer.mama. Hahahahahahaha. Now that. That was funny.

And I also wanna say sorry to Adil and Jia Yi for all the bad things we did to you. And all the other coaches. I'm sure everyone else will agree.

And all rg-ians. I wish ya the very best of luck with yer eois. And oral. Yay. I rock at oral mannnn. Yunting will say so. Haha. Okey nvm. Don't give a fuck if that's my ego or not but whatever. Ha. -boostsconfidence-

Best.lawyer.in.singapore.Best.in.singapore. YEAH MAN!!!

All the best for all those coursetakers. For your dreams. You can do it man. Yeah. Whoosh! Woots! :D:D:D:D:D

070904

Heyhey.

I'm at Jolene's hse wit my grp. Aptly called siao-us. Yep. Hm. We're supposedly doing the Shakespeare project. Emphasis on supposedly. Mmhm. Anyways, I seriously do not know whtta hell I'm doin here. Ergh. Sheesh. Should be loggin off soon lah. Okey-dokes.

Hey. Is Aaron Aziz back in Singapore? :D hyperventilates* I thought he went to KL or sumthin. Wit...wht? Darli...some girl lah. Okey lah his wife. He got a singing contract...serioiusly, I cannot imagine him singing lah. Kinda portrays a gay image. :P Omg. I could know him. As in KNOW know. Yea. MY cousin's friend knows him...hurhur. But she's in JC. Hurhur. FAT hope man. Orites, enough.

Oh no. Hurhur. We playing truth and dare. Hurhur. My turn. Hurhur. I chose dare. Hurhur. Okey wth is with the hurhurness? Dipsticks. Hur--erm. Hoo. Just cos I read vaneh's post on the 105 blog wit hurhur on it. (".) Hey guess wht they made me dooooo. Say to Kak...okey nvm. I'm nice. Shall not embarrass her. Hurhur.

Oket I hafta go now. Bye* high* :P

060904

Erm.

Wow. I didn't realise how great beyonce is man...so crazy right now* Hoooyeah.

Let's get retarded...hah! in here* wow. Boy am I fast.

Mannn. Does my life suck or does it totally suck? Sheesh. I'd go with the latter. Ergh. Not even goin anywhere these stupid Sept hols. Got some stupid motivational workshop my parents signed me up for. Ergh. How humiliating. Ergh. Again. Erg--uwekk.

You know, I think SI isn't fair. I mean Singapore Idol, not Standard unit d' International whatever lame schmuck lah. I mean like 75% of S'pore's population is made up of chinese people. No offence, but course, the chinese people are gonna vouch fer the chinese contestants right? Ergh. But I guess it's to be expected right? Considering s'pore's a multi-racial society or whteva. So not fair. No offence again to yer chinese ppl. I just can't stand the look on daphne khoo's face when she got into the top 10. Ergh. Lame. Even my mum carn stand her...hurhur. Too baaddd. Naninanipoopoo. Whtta hell that was just pure lame.

Shit. My blog's screwwwed. My tagboard has disappeared and my links are gone too. How better could it get? rains* oooff course.

Hey. Here's a random thought. downandout. What comes into your mind when you hear the word downandout? Well. For me, it's some overly obese potato couch schlub wearing some superhero costume that could rip any moment due to the immense fat its containing or whatever, sadly watching the tv screen, with hunched shoulders, eye bags, scruffy beard and a huge, gianormous bowl of chips on their fat lap. In a room where the only light comes from the tv screen. In the big apple. Yeaaah.

Ergh.

Sheesh. Never knew how many assignments I left undone on the class server during e-week. Lots. But come to think of it, it is kinda cruddy. I mean, even those things which are just there to be read need to be passed up. Sheesh. Which is why I had loads of so-called assignments to complete. Sigh.

Woops. I didn't do the June hols Math hwk. Clever me. Yay. I just LOVE myself. Totallay. -_*"

Has anybody ever read Spiderman comics before? Because they rock. Yay.

Agh! Does anybody know the new head simu? :D So chio! :D

Eh why is this entry so random? Because I dunnoe wth to blog about. So I brainstorm for ideas.

Oh man. Shit. I dunnoe wht other hwk I have. Other than physics and malay and maths. Ergh. This is bad. Someone tell me pleasssse. Quick. Ergh. Maths. Falls and dies* Which reminds me. I still have two maths remedial lessons to make up for. Hee. I was sick one time and I went on tht basketball cdiv finals thing the other. Yay.

Eeeeee. Geramnye. Why is nobody on msn? I thought a Sunday morning without madrasah would be fun. Ergh. I am seriously having grave reservations about celebrating no madrasah day. Not that there actually is a no madrasah day.

Restlessness. I haaaaaattttteeeee my mum's boss. Sheesh lah man. Oh and my mum's email. Errrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhh. If she hadn't checked her email then she wouldn't know her boss had given her last-minute work that she couldn't do herself to do. Then we'd be able to go out. Errrrgggghhh. I am seriously rotting to death in this dreary dungeon.

Eeeeee. If this is the case every sunday and saturday, I cannot imagine 5-day week. Eeee. Both mum and dad will be busy finishing their work. And I'll be left to fend myself against the sheer cheerfulness of this dungeon. Has anybody felt like that something's being concealed from you at home? I mean physical home. As in walls. Windows. Doors. Playstations. Bed. Yup. That home. Not mum and dad home. I have. I feel like there's a shroud of mist around me. Sheesh lah man. Even tho outside the irritatingly joyful looking sun's shining ever so brightly. Oh. And if I'm up to my eyeballs in hwk and activities 24/7 now, how in the hell will I cram all that into FIVE FREAKING DAYS??? Ergh. Five-day week is gonna be worse than the full current week. Stressing. Plus what's supposed to be family bonding (eaugh) and resting days, that is sat and sun, will be spent at home finishing up hwk and rotting while my parents sit glued to the computer screen and their work. Sheesh. I like the current full week better. Augh.

Mon--3rd lang
Tues--Tribune
Wed--Piano lessons
Thurs--3rd lang
Fri--Maths remedial
Sat--angklung, tuition
Sun--madrasah

Augh. I don't even have a slacking day. I WANT MY FRIDAY BACK. Grrrrrrrr.

020904

Hey.

I have absolutely NO idea why I'm here. Don't ask me. Or is it cos I'm bored? Hm. Oh cos I'm bored. Freaking bored. Sheesh. Okey-dokes. Lemmec...

Tomorrow got open house. 030904. Cool. So all yer pple who dunno and who are primaryschoolers, which I don't really expect, go k. Yay. I shall be there. Not tht it makes any difference. From 900 to 1000 I'lll be at the angklung booth. On the second floor of J block which is in the middle of the field. J2-05. Yay. I'm not sure about where the hyphen goes tho. Doesn't matter. If you see J205 letters and digits just go in. Then from 1030 to. Um. Dunnoe what time, I'll be in the Tribune booth. Which is very nice btw. Yay. It's on the first floor, sadly just beside the toilet. Yup. Oh ya we have souvenirs fer you in the angklung booth. Yay. So go. To both of the aforementioned. Yay.

Oh I was in the perbayu room. Then I saw this tennis ball in a box. Ya then since nobody was taking it I took it. Looks fondly at it* Its on the table rite now. Yay. Looks quite battered actually. Still....do you ppl have any idea HOW FUN it is to play with a bouncing tennis ball on the second floor of the J block? Veryyyyy. Especially when you know it's irritating the ppl below you.

What now? Oh to update my blog. Yay and ya. Okey-dokes. Bye*

010904

Oh yeeeee.

It's a new month.

Yeeeee.

Ergh. What the frickin hell happened to my blog? M A J O R malfunction. Ergh. Sucks to tis.

Yesterday was the teacher's day celebrations at school. Aces Day too. Nobody was doing the routine right. Sheesh. Why is Buckle always doing great stuff? (''.) Sheesh lah man. No offence tho all yer Buckleans out dere. Haha. No really. [guffaws*]

Linkin Park is from NJ rite? Well. How typically NJ-like. Those of yer who've played Tony Hawk's Underground on ps2 before, I think yer'll know what I mean. winkwink* Stillll....reanimation still rocks. (",)

That was random. timberlake on a stick* (''.)

Oh and all bpps teachers? Happy Teacher's Day! (: Especially Mrs Kwek, Cikgu Linda. (: Yippee.

Aw crud. (".)